Missing in Action
December 15, 2012 § Leave a comment
Well my apologies. I have without a doubt been missing in action. It has been a busy time for me of late – my daughter finishing school and all the various celebratory events that go with that; my last chemo; then my last two does of rituximab (sorry forgot how to spell it); my visit to the haematologist; trying to find some work and in the last week, taking a short break with my family on the western australian coast. So it has very much been facing up to trying to manage all the other realities in my life and not feeling bombarded. So maybe the best thing to do is to just reflect on some of these over the course of a couple of blog entries.
Well Katherine finished school a couple of weeks ago. What a milestone that was for us all. I am very proud of how she has managed her own issues to get to the end of the year. It has been a tough one for her as well. I have to say that there were several times – dating back to the start of the year – that we didn’t think she would make it through the year having to battle the demons of anorexia. As I have said before it is such an awfully insidious disease. Anyway, through sheer strength, determination and courage Katherine made it through and while her final results are not in yet and we won’t know which university course she gets admitted to until the new year, she has done exceptionally well. Her determination to work hard and get terrific results constantly surprises me – and for someone so young, her strength and focus is inspirational. She is working hard to beat the anorexia and I am sure that with the focus she has – that will happen. We would all like it to happen quicker than it will of course, but these things take time. She is also working in a local cafe these days – since just after her exams and is really enjoying that. It is giving her a sense of achievement and, of course some cash, so that all goes some way to help her feel better about herself. I say that while also wondering why it is that such a beautiful girl both in character and looks and with so many wonderful qualities, could ever think otherwise. Her beautiful red hair, fine features and pearly pale complexion which I treasure so much and which make her the beautiful girl she is – are not features that she values. Life is cruel sometimes. It plays tricks on all of us.